Don't Sarcastic Me .....Anymore

Is another closing night at here......no matter how tired i'm, works had to continue & life has to go on! Wandering what time i will finish my never-ending reports, huh...... Working OT is not an issue to me but working under "HLT" is a problem. I feel difficulties in adjusting myself to suit the existing of "HLT". What am i going to do? Sometimes, i don't understand what i looking for in my life & what am i expecting for my life? Why i still insist on something that i would never succeed no matter how many times i try, how long i wait, & how much effort i put in! Is just don't work at all. I was once told : " Always Believe That We Would Never Click Together In Rest of Our Life", "We Just Can't Do It" ! How do you feel when you keep on brainwash by this stupid & demotivating statement day by day. Oh man, you think i won't be beatten up? I'm sick & enough of this sarcastic life!!!! Hey Gal, wake up & end up this! What's wrong with you, you have been humiliating like a crown all this while. You shouldn't smile & yet you should ashame of yourself! Be brave & "Always Believe You Can Do It" !