那熟悉又陌 生 @背 影 !

Part 1

没有见面的日子原来远比见面的日子好出许多! 今天再见到他的背影是， 我才发现原来他对我来说是那么的陌生。。。。。。新的衣服， 新的感觉，新的一切! 这都是因为新的一切里没有我， 这样才显得出他是那么的完美，原来我只是一个污点!


Part 2

当他不爱我的时候， 无论我如何完美， 在他眼里我是一文不值的；无论我对他多好；在他眼里那是不值一提的；无论我多么爱他，在他眼里我的爱是多余的! 后来的后来， 我才恍然大悟当他爱我的时候 ，我不需要完美、我不需要对他很好、我不需要很爱他，他还是会珍惜我! 原来，一段完整的爱需要的是互相付出，不是我爱你多过你爱我! 旦愿能拾子之手，与子偕老~~~~~~

The Ever Long Lost Feeling I Seek For

That was a great weekend! How great was it? As if It brought me back to the schooling life. Movies, Singing, Hanging around with friends. I guess i really miss this kind of life a lot>>>> Eversince i was tied with him, i never had a chance to gone through all this moment. I dare not & i would not if he don't stick with me on this. All i had were bruises from his words, sarcastic life & the worst will be dead feeling. I was totally lost during that period, but lastly i was being saved by myself, the inner-part of me. Now, being single & sometimes a bit lonely is not that bad, at least my pride is back again, hahaha...... Well, today's i thought of something [ One's man food might be other's man poison], for sure & definitely he is the poison that used to slaughter me from the very 1st day we tied on. Anyway, it is now the history that nobody would like to mention at, so why should i? Let the past be the past, & i shall look forward for some brighter future @~@~@~@ Hooooraayyyyy^^^^^^^

回眸也只能笑一笑

忘了我怎样来到今天?也许我应该放下你了! 你离开了我，我失去了你，但同时我重获尊严与自信! 惋惜的是我不曾在你心里面逗留过

所以现在的我也只好一笑而过!原来最伤心的时候是对着你笑，心里却在流泪>> 逞强的日子几时才可结束呢?