那熟悉又陌 生 @背 影 !

Part 1

没有见面的日子原来远比见面的日子好出许多! 今天再见到他的背影是， 我才发现原来他对我来说是那么的陌生。。。。。。新的衣服， 新的感觉，新的一切! 这都是因为新的一切里没有我， 这样才显得出他是那么的完美，原来我只是一个污点!


Part 2

当他不爱我的时候， 无论我如何完美， 在他眼里我是一文不值的；无论我对他多好；在他眼里那是不值一提的；无论我多么爱他，在他眼里我的爱是多余的! 后来的后来， 我才恍然大悟当他爱我的时候 ，我不需要完美、我不需要对他很好、我不需要很爱他，他还是会珍惜我! 原来，一段完整的爱需要的是互相付出，不是我爱你多过你爱我! 旦愿能拾子之手，与子偕老~~~~~~

The Ever Long Lost Feeling I Seek For

That was a great weekend! How great was it? As if It brought me back to the schooling life. Movies, Singing, Hanging around with friends. I guess i really miss this kind of life a lot>>>> Eversince i was tied with him, i never had a chance to gone through all this moment. I dare not & i would not if he don't stick with me on this. All i had were bruises from his words, sarcastic life & the worst will be dead feeling. I was totally lost during that period, but lastly i was being saved by myself, the inner-part of me. Now, being single & sometimes a bit lonely is not that bad, at least my pride is back again, hahaha...... Well, today's i thought of something [ One's man food might be other's man poison], for sure & definitely he is the poison that used to slaughter me from the very 1st day we tied on. Anyway, it is now the history that nobody would like to mention at, so why should i? Let the past be the past, & i shall look forward for some brighter future @~@~@~@ Hooooraayyyyy^^^^^^^

回眸也只能笑一笑

忘了我怎样来到今天?也许我应该放下你了! 你离开了我，我失去了你，但同时我重获尊严与自信! 惋惜的是我不曾在你心里面逗留过

所以现在的我也只好一笑而过!原来最伤心的时候是对着你笑，心里却在流泪>> 逞强的日子几时才可结束呢?

The Blog Will be Terminated

Hello>>>>>

This blog will be terminated from today onwards. Everything will not fucntion anymore. No Life, No Color, & No Music. After struggling for two months, the GOD had decided to release this two sinful creature. Released them from all the pain & giving them another chance to reborn as a NEW LIVE! Thanks GOD, & thanks to everybody who smiles, who crys for them. May the luck always be with you & hope to see you some others day :)

Don't Sarcastic Me .....Anymore

Is another closing night at here......no matter how tired i'm, works had to continue & life has to go on! Wandering what time i will finish my never-ending reports, huh...... Working OT is not an issue to me but working under "HLT" is a problem. I feel difficulties in adjusting myself to suit the existing of "HLT". What am i going to do? Sometimes, i don't understand what i looking for in my life & what am i expecting for my life? Why i still insist on something that i would never succeed no matter how many times i try, how long i wait, & how much effort i put in! Is just don't work at all. I was once told : " Always Believe That We Would Never Click Together In Rest of Our Life", "We Just Can't Do It" ! How do you feel when you keep on brainwash by this stupid & demotivating statement day by day. Oh man, you think i won't be beatten up? I'm sick & enough of this sarcastic life!!!! Hey Gal, wake up & end up this! What's wrong with you, you have been humiliating like a crown all this while. You shouldn't smile & yet you should ashame of yourself! Be brave & "Always Believe You Can Do It" !

Guess who? She can only show her backside, u know why? She was lost, she did something totally wrong in her life, she has no chance to choose again though she wish that she will be given another opportunity. She felt tired. Tired of being torture, tired of being yelled at & tired of being threaten. She shouldn't deserve what's happening to her now! Gal, be brave & make another decision that release & relieve yourself. You are the best, no one can deny this except youself. Please love & respect who you are. You have no obligation to live for others, to change your character or attitude for others. You are who you are! The one that LOVE you will never [let you down, let you feel sad, let you cry]. Stand Up NOW, we will always support you, cheers for you no matter what happen, no matter where you be, & no matter how worst the situation will be. Always remember, there is always choices in our life whenever there is hope because GOD will only say NO to the hopeless. I'm looking forward to receive a good news from you, GAMBATEH, ah bee!!!!

Singapore Trip - - - No Way

I think planning a trip to Singapore is not a good idea at all, huh????? Thousands of people out there like S'pore very much but there is always an exceptional case, to be frank i don't really like S'pore that much besides their safety environment & cleanliness. It might be a good place to go for visiting but definitely not a good place if you wish to settle there, at least not for me. Too crowded, too pack, too much of restriction----i don't like to follow rules>>>hehehe
Of course i won't said no to those who wish to try their luck there....Good Luck, Baby!!! Can't believe that i actually have to wait & Q for so long just to get a tiny place for a meal that not delicious at all. Ya, seems that i like complaning & i'm in the unsatisfy mood??? No No No....actually i'm glad for 1 thing ---> i got the chance to meet with Ms Shanice, my beloving ex-housemate during this visit. This is the only memorable & happy moment i wish to mention for this trip. Of course---how could i left out my fellow best friend (yen yen), & best sissy (pooo & wendy), thanks for their accompany in The Journey to the SXXX*****


p/s: by the way,this is the 1st time we gather & go for a trip since i reach Town J. So so so, thanks a lot to all of you for spending a great weekend & great experience with me [walking non-stop for 12 hrs in a city]

Am I in the correct Channel????

Huh, tired ,tired, & tired....I really had a pack weekend coz too well scheduled, hehehe....Too much hope on Pirates of the CarXXXX........end up a bit boring but is still better than someone next to me who falling asleep & assumed i don't know, haiya.

Lulu is a nice person that i jz notice but not everyone will agree with......Well, i guess i catch the best moment of him. But, will it be too early to judge something in this way? Things might gone in different direction, Lulu can be awful too......


Oooo...the foods is pretty good & delicious, i like it!The bride is beautiful & the bridegroom is charming but the ceremony was quite "xian" .....wondering a small gardening wedding will perfectly bring them the warmest regards, hehehe

Meaningful oh>>>>>>

往往许多人在抉择伴侣时，容易东想西想，不知所措，就是因为害怕一时做错决定，看错人，造成终生的遗憾。
诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：「此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个，如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友，但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情，才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束」
爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠「际遇」，是上天的安排，但是「持续地爱一个人」就要靠「努力」，在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是沟通、体谅、包容与自制(面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是为「际遇」所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。
所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr. Right，而是要问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度，若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的 Mr. Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多「爱情虚无症」的遭遇与心态吗？
若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱，就是「近亲生慢侮」，也就是经济学中的铁律「边际效益递减法则」，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的「际遇」总是那么动人可爱。
在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。
但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的「际遇」中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。
所以萧伯纳的话，是要提醒情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们「溺水三千只取一瓢饮」若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了，因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个 ，所以要知福惜福 、活在当下

Ooi....Dun accused me for that , ok?????

Basically i'm here becoz of my sis....feeling uneasy after being accused of asking her to be the driver......"Sis, you voluntarily did that, right"? Please said yes, he he he.... Moreover, i treat you for buffet afterthat, though is not delicious & very "lao ya" la....But this show i got heart mah ...